Current making & thinking from Bean - a sketch book stream.
all things are delicately interconnected — jenny holzer
An in-your-face owning of one’s vulnerability and fucked-upness to the point of embarrassing and offending tight-asses is a powerful feminist strategy. Writing is tough work, I don’t see how anyone can really write from a position of weakness. Sometimes I may start out in that position, but the act of commandeering words flips me into a position of power. To deny behaviors and experiences gendered as weak or “feminine” is not feminist or queer, it’s heteronormative to the hilt.
it is like a small chamber of primary consciousness - bearing sensory structures, bounded on the sides by soft cheeks…
Video stills: slide projection of digging in earth projected on baby as it attempts to crawl (moving backwards)